I'm so not sure anymore.  I'm really not liking the whole medical model in this country. It's all so frustrating.  I never want to use Pictocin on my patients.

I'm not into it at all.

Maybe I will do midwifery.  Maybe I'll do both. Women's health Nurse practitioner and midwife. or just midwife.

I'm thinking there will less of a chance I'll even be exposed to Pictocin if I become a midwife rather than a N.P.

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